Sunday, November 4, 2012

37 weeks..More meltdowns...Please hurry!

I'm hoping now that I am full term this little baby comes out soon!  I have been annoyed and irritated with everything.  I cry at the drop of a hat and am driving myself and my husband crazy lol.  I have had two big meltdowns this past week...I've been good this whole pregnancy (except the ice cream incident) and this week has been all down hill.

I got home from work on Friday was disappointed to see that the construction company has still not come to start building the addition.  We closed two weeks ago and they got their first check, so they can start anytime.  I suppose Hurricane Sandy is their excuse for being behind lol.  Anyway, I walked in the door and looked at the mail and noticed that I received a letter from our original bank saying that my checking account over-drafted due to my paycheck being deposited into our new bank already.  I, of course, panicked and jumped on the computer to try and figure out what was going on with our money.      I couldn't get onto the online banking they signed us up for because the username and password were not working.  I had no way to get any money out of the bank because I didn't have our account numbers or debit cards.  And my biggest issue was that I couldn't pay bills because I had no checks for this new account.  I started crying and sobbing uncontrollably until Derek finally talked me down and I called the bank to figure it out.  They were not much help on the phone but did help me figure out the online banking.  So then I started crying again...until Derek convinced me to go to the bank and talk to the guy who has helped us with out loan and mortgage for the addition.  I went in and as soon as I saw him and he said whats up...I started crying again..UGH embarassing!!  Anyway, I was able to calm myself down and explain why I was panicking...He helped me get things straightened out and that was the end.  NO NEED FOR TEARS AND PANIC!!

Yesterday, Derek and I went to Elmira to get some baby things that we still needed.  Of course, I think we need everything, and Derek thinks we need only what is necessary.  So as we are discussing burp clothes he gets frustrated with me and I start crying...in the middle of Target!!  I can't help it...I felt stupid but at the time I felt warranted lol  I calmed down and we went on our way...the rest of the day was a mess because I was moody and miserable and he was trying his best to put up with it but I knew he was irritated too so that made me even more irritated..
HURRY BABY HURRY!!

Anyway...next week is my last appointment before I start going weekly! Yay!!  Hoping for a November baby! Derek and I had maternity pictures taken last weekend..can't wait to post some!

So at 37 weeks:
* Brooklyn is rocking in rolling in there!
* I have all of her clothes, blankets, toys, and sheets washed and ready to go
* I have her swing and everything all set up and waiting
* I have almost everything organized and put away for her arrival
* My rings no longer fit on my hand (they do, but not comfortably at all..and its real hard to get them off my hand)
* My right hand is numb and tingly...apparently its normal
* I pee quite frequently..even though there is no pee to be had
* I am getting anxious and excited about how life is going to change
* My blood pressure was high at my last appointment...Dr. not worried..it was the top number
* People constantly tell me my belly is small...thank you I know!  Dr says it is because I am tall and have a long torso so there is room to spread out.  This is fine with me, less to shrink later!
* Strangers comment on my belly all the time...but then look shocked when I tell them I am due in 4 weeks..
* I am very moody and irritated at nothing and everything
* Headaches are coming back again..ugh
* It is hard to sit up from laying down and to move around in general
* Bending over to pick something up is a work out in itself
* Hands and feet are swollen and feel tight to bend and wiggle toes and fingers

 36-37 weeks...
I think it looks like I have dropped since last post!  Anyone else think so?? 



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